Single minute... Single thought...
Why?
The future is nothing but a dream. It's unreachable. And yet, I can tell that in the end, I'll never be able to have what I want.
I guess it's my own fault.
For falling in love with a person I should've never fell for.
These feeling might either destroy me, or everything else.
Something forbidden.
Something that just won't happen.
It comes without warning to wreak havoc inside me. I can't focus on anything else. I can't put up the smile.
Anxiety. Loneliness. Despair. And something else, a feeling without a name. Ripping apart the soul.
It hurts.
And tomorrow… tomorrow it'll be alright. Until another unvisited attack of consciousness, feelings and being myself comes across my path again.
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Aww, Ange, cheer up, ne? U know that it may rain today, but it can;t rain for ever ^^ and also, there cannot be any rainbow if there isn't rain >.<
[1]: ... but the rainbow i wait for won't come. the only thing left after rain... is the sunset. burning red colors spilling on the sky horizon, the colors of bleeding sun abandoning this world... and then the embrace of cold night. and what follows, is only ignorance before i come across another rain...
[2]: stop, you know that it is not right...yeah, I do know how hard it must be for you, but you have to keep going, still waiting for that rainbow to show....I am sure, that one day, it will show...and it will be the most beautifull one :)