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September 2015

Infinity, Heartstrings

18. september 2015 at 0:02 | Ange |  Feelings
The infinity keeps tangling its strings in an ever-lasting perfect labyrinth. It evades, it beckons, it tricks. The welcoming bed of scarlet petals covers the sharp razors beneath. The light flickers, childish in its whims. There is no sense of safety, no promise of ending.

It nests in a human heart.




I figured that the known dead blog is as good listener as an unknown new one. And that is all I need. An empty space, silence spread through like ink spilled on paper - vibrant and irreversible. The words are out, but there is only echo coming back, soothing and understanding, stripped of judgment. And if that isn't good enough, then what is?

The fragments of memory are like pieces of mirror. They reflect what has been shown to them, forever capturing the time and imprisoning it in its imperfect edges. Then they sink deep into flesh and let it bleed, unspoken wishes spilling through in a cacophony of pain.

The present time should be what is important. But sometimes it seems like there has to be something else; like that past stored in a box that says 'last night' has much higher value, and as such needs to be constantly unpacked. A futile search for something tangible, lasting. An attempt to stick glue to the cracks and go back in time.

Because we were there, and just for a little while the boundaries and rules and reality didn't apply for us.

And then it all came crashing down, because that is what always happens.

And whatever was a part of that past becomes only a fabrication, a reality stuck between the walls of the mind. Contained and condemned for eternity of crying for more.


Just like that, it is over once again. Just another bump on the string, a vicious knot that leads astray, and the steps come back full circle only to pick up the pieces and begin all over again.

And the infinity continues.